January 5,2009 (lazy pajama day)I've been feeling really out of sorts lately, I don't know if maybe my medication isn't working anymore or if it has something to do with my missing "
girlfriend" lately. I know that it's normal for a lot of people to not get a period for awhile after having a baby but with my other two, as soon as I was done bleeding, my periods started up right away. So, I have no clue what's going on with that, I'm having really horrible lower stomach pains lately too. Of course, I decided to look up possible causes on the internet (
never do that!) and read about ectopic pregnancies and early menopause. I took a pregnancy test just so I could get that out of my head and not worry about that craziness. It was strange peeing on a stick, there's no way I should ever be having to do that again. That leaves early menopause, let's hope
that's not the case here, although I did think about it a little and I have been having insane hot flashes and mood swings. But, I think that's just me being crazy. I did ask my doctor about it at Zach's 3 month visit and the doctor said it was normal, I knew he'd say that, I don't know why I asked anyway.
Speaking of Zach, he had his 4 month shots on Thursday. Poor guy makes me so sad when he makes that pouty face. But, he did good, he only cried a bit after the second one (the one in the muscle). He's 16lbs 11oz now, he only gained 1lb in two months, which is insane because he eats a huge amount!
There was a little baby boy who was seven months old there to get some shots, when we walked in he was just sitting on the floor rocking. After I got talking to his mom who turned out to be his foster mom, I started feeling so sad for the little guy, he's already been in 10 different foster homes since he's been born. He was such a sweet little guy, he and Zach got along quite well. I told hubby about him and he got so upset and said I should have brought the baby home with me. He was talking
seriously, I couldn't believe it, this is a guy who is so against us adopting at all. It made me cry. Of course, I had to explain to him that it doesn't work like that. Just the fact that he's open to it makes me so happy now, I don't think we'd ever do it though, I don't think we're strong enough people for that kind of thing.